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Thursday, August 19, 2010
Howdy

Thursday, July 22, 2010
Skeeeeeee!
Friday, June 25, 2010
Ranting
I don't generally post anything negative but I can honestly say that I feel like a beat dog right now and could seriously just bite someones face off.
If its not one thing its another these days and I feel like I have no one to talk about it even though I know I have people that would be happy to listen. I'm just so co-dependent that I don't want to bother or trouble anyone with my troubles. And the one person that I want to talk to and feel like I should be able to talk to... I can't because "he doesn't do well with emotion". whatever.
My job is coming to an end and it had me stressed out in may when I found out but I started feeling better because at the time obamacare had it set up for people who had been laid of to have 65% of their health insurance premium to be covered while on Cobra for 18 months. Well... they didn't pass that bill again and now I am left trying to figure out how in the world I am going to pay 1,191 a month. That amount is nearly double the amount of rent we pay. I have health issues that I need to take care of after the baby is born, I have a kid(s) that needs insurance (and especially once the baby gets here because the first year is full of shots and check ups!). Can't talk to my husband about that stress because its his stress too and whenever money is brought up he gets mad.
And then I had a scare with the baby a couple weeks ago and ended up in the hospital. That was an emotional roller coaster ride.
Then I get an email from a man I want absolutely nothing to do with acting like everything is fine and dandy 3 years after he screwed me and my son over.
Then my grandpa died the day before yesterday and I got barked at because i took the day off and hung out with a friend for a little bit even though the day was paid time off and I had just lost my grandpa!
Then my husband and I started fighting last night because I felt (and still feel) like he was being selfish on something so little.
I'm sick of the bickering. I'm sick of the money. I'm sick of the uncertainty. and yet I know that I just need to trust God. I just wish he would just take these stupid emotions away. I feel like crying and yet don't really want to. I just want to feel good. I just want to feel emotionally balanced and not so overwhelmed. I want to be taken care of and pampered by my husband.
I want to take a nap.
But I'll get over it. I always do.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Short and sweet
We are the board for a woman's ministry progam at my church and we do fund raisers and community work projects around town. We are called "Soul Sisters" and try to involve any lady that is wanting and willing. We got the henna done though before our fundraiser last saturday. We had a summer fling and decorated lawn flamingos to put in peoples lawns. :) it was pretty fun. I have a couple pictures of the henna on my foot and on the sisters! :)
That is the best I could get with my camera phone. It looks a little darker than that in real life. Its just stained onto your foot :)
Monday, June 14, 2010
Birthday Giveaway from SusannahBean
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Weekend wonder

That was my exciting Saturday.
and then on Sunday there was a bunch going on.
Woke up and went to church.
Went home and ate lunch.
Took the most amazing nap ever!
Woke up and went to Home depot.
Bought gardening stuff.
Went to the grocery store.
Bought food stuff.
Went home and took turns gardening with David and cooking dinner.
Started my teacup birdfeeder (which is drying right now)
and finished the "garden"
Now our garden consists of this little area of dirt outside of our door. It was full of weeds and random crap from the person who lived here before us so David cleaned it out, tilled the dirt a little bit, and it was magically good enough to do some planting!
We are still adding onto it here and there but this is what it looked like on Sunday...
Blessings and Peace!
Friday, May 21, 2010
Yesh! I are Happy!
And after I met my husband for lunch at the Sandwich bar (it's a place downtown where you can build your own sandwich with fresh deli meats and fresh produce on a variety of bread...) I went shopping at the Dancing Sheep Yarn and Fiber!
The green Cascade 220 will be used for the Shibui Pair of hats pattern that I bought. You can't see the picture very well but the top hat is a really cute and simple slouch hat.
The two skiens of Ambiente will be used for David's and Brodey's hats for when we are at the hospital after Saiya is born.
I bought the same kind of yarn but in a different colorway for me and Saiya a while ago. So it will be the same yarn but just different colors for the boys and girls in the Williams family :)
And then the book that I bought is Vintage Knits for Modern Babies from Hadley Fierlinger. I thought it would be fun to knit some baby things.
Plus there is a really cute pattern for a simple cotton bunny that my husband thought I should get so I of course had to buy the book so I could have the pattern! lol
SO far.SO good.SO happy.
No longer sprinter! (spring/winter)

Tuesday, May 18, 2010
another uffda
David and I were sound asleep until we heard Brodey crying at about 1:30. I got up feeling pretty groggy wondering what could possibly be wrong. I thought maybe he had fallen out of his bed or something but when I walked into his dark room he was sitting up in bed. I turned on his lamp and turned to look at him and noticed that he was sweaty and choking bag back something. That something was vomit. He had thrown up down the front of him, on a good portion of his bedding and wasn't finished. SO I got him up to take him to the bathroom... we didn't make it there. Thankfully Dad got up and hung out with him while he took a shower and while I cleaned up the mess. I changed his sheets and shoved everything that he had puked on into a garbage bag. We got him out of the shower, got him into some clean jammies, and laid him back down. He fell back to sleep without any problem.
David and I were sound asleep until we heard Brodey crying at about 3:00 a.m. I got up and ran into his room to find that he had thrown up again in his bed while sleeping on his side. I got him up quickly noticing that he possibly wasn't done and he finished up in the toilet. I laid him on the couch and yet again stripped his bed, shoving everything he had puked on into another garbage bag for washing. I ended up having to handwash his favorite blanket because he wouldn't sleep without it so a good portion of a corner was damp but would have to do.
David was sound asleep and I wasn't. Brodey finally fell back asleep and I was so worried that he was going to puke again that I just pulled my body pillow out to the living room where I watched Fraiser (is that how it's spelled?) until I dozed off on the couch. I ended up calling in to work to let them know that my son had been up a good part of the night throwing up and that I wouldn't be in.
Brodey finally woke up to find that a good majority of bedding was gone. Grammy had come by at about 6:30 a.m. to pick up the bedding so it could be washed. We don't have a washer and dryer and I could hardly take Brodey to the laundry mat but he desperately needed his blanket. He was so upset that he didnt have and he was so upset that his dad had already left for work and couldn't get a hold of him over the phone. So he spent the majority of the day sitting on the couch with his substitute blanket next to his momma. (Grammy did bring him back his blankie and he was so happy :) )
Nap time came.
He napped.
I hopped on facebook.
I napped.
and 3.5 hours after he went down... I woke him up.
Right now. I think he is feeling better. I was able to get him to drink some applejuice and eat a little cereal. He held our bunny and then painted a couple of pictures which tells me he is getting his energy back. he hasn't thrown up since last night (thank you god!), his fever has broke, and the runs aren't as runny :) I just pray that he continues to feel better. It is more work worrying about him than it is taking care of him for sure. I also pray that I don't get it because I have no idea how the flu would mess with the little girl in my belly. I could imagine that it would put some stress on her so lets just pray that doesn't happen ok?
SO yes. another uffda. Taking care of my sweet Brodey has been quite the draining experience today. At the same time I was able to bond with him. He rarely wants to just sit with me but today he kept asking me if I wanted to snuggle with him. So often does he talk back to me, hit at me, and yell at me so for him to reach to me the way he did was reassuring :)
Well I suppose I'll put an end to this touching puke story :) Hope everyone has had a great week so far.
Peace!
"C"aren
Monday, May 17, 2010
Surprises for Saiya
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
sprinter- kinda like spring and winter
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Mother's day
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Uffda

I am so glad that he is finally here! :)
We have been waiting and waiting
and waiting
and waiting
and waiting
and you get the point. :)
I hope you all have a great Mother's day!
If you're a mother... enjoy your day! you deserve it!
If you aren't...
Be sure to tell your mom!
Blessings!
"C"aren
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Wednesday What?!







David's tank
yesterday!

Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Cute but annoying
The Dainty Squid
Mommy Spitz


These are freakin delicious!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Baby News NOT Baby Blues!

I did manage to mark the memory with a picture of my stomach. :)
We wore pink today :)

Needless to say I am completely thrilled and am looking forward to making her blanket.
I went to the Dancing Sheep Yarn and Fiber today!
Got the yarn picked out!
The needles picked out!
AND
Have the pattern picked out!
YAY SHi BUi!

Sunday, April 25, 2010
Yes Please...
No time for the nap.

Thursday, April 22, 2010
Feather and Fan YO!
Thank you, Jesus!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
My Favorite Shtuff
2. FaVoRiTe Tv ShOw?
4. FaVoRiTe ThInG tO sHoP fOr?
Monday, April 19, 2010
Park it!
Yesterday was what seemed to be the most decent weather that we have had in a while. Nice Temps and very little wind :) It was a perfect day to take Brodey to the park :) David and I had told him that if he took a good nap that we would go to a park for a little while before dinner time and so he did just that. He took a good nap. :)
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Dancing Sheep. Busy Brodey.
If you are having a hard time determining what this is a picture of... this would a very busy Brodey Lee. We went to the Dancing sheep yarn and fiber today for a minute or two so I could pick up a skien of yarn for a cemo cap I'm making for a co-worker. Well, Brodey is known to be a very busy boy. He likes to touch things, throw things, push things, pull things, wind things, and pull things apart and so a yarn store is not a very Brodey friendly place to be UNLESS you give him a calculator, tape measure, or something to do. So this would be the SOMETHING TO DO. :) He helped Cathy carry baskets of yarn over
to the shelves so they could restalk and organize. I tell you what... he was one happy camper. You wouldn't think that a kid would want to work but when you let a 3 year old do big people stuff and help... they really are happy to help! It wasn't work for him; It was a game! And if you can't tell... he is covered in price stickers :) His cost is 19.99 times 10. I personally think he is worth more than that but they wouldn't have a price sticker or enough of them to mark his worth :). This child is priceless :) SO needless to say... I tried to bribe him out of the store with telling him that we would get him M&Ms and thought it was a good attempt... we didn't get out of there without an upset. He really didn't want to go and yet he didn't have a choice because it was nap time. But I did manage to get my yarn and some really cool hand balm. Smells like pine but sure is nice! :) So needless to say it was a great trip to Dancing Sheep Yarn and Fiber (sans the whole 






















